The Awakening – Part Ten

PART TEN

“His employment records with the city were altered.” Chad dropped a folder on the table in front of Blair and then slumped down in a chair. “About forty minutes before I started searching for Sentinels in the database. Someone went in and changed Stuart’s records to cover up for his son. One of our own.”

“Are you sure?”

“It had to be someone in this building,” Daniel said neutrally. “Our system would have notified us if someone had broken into it and frankly after reviewing David Stuart’s school records—he doesn’t have the technological chops to hack us. Financially, he didn’t have the money to hire someone else to do it. His mother is in Florida and his former step-father is no longer with our department.”

“Okay.” Blair ran his fingers through his hair and got up to pace in the conference room.

“How is Elizabeth?”

“She has been isolated at the Sentinel-Guide Center with her Sentinel. She tapped out all of her strength keeping him at bay—he must have hammered on her like a berserker. To be honest, I don’t know how she held out as long as she did. His father is furious and trying to prevent them from bonding—the Center threatened to sue them for pair bond interference. I should be down there.”

“We’ll keep working,” Daniel promised. “We’ll figure this out.”

– – – – –

“Mr. Summers, I understand your concern about your son’s future but his Guide is not and will not ever be a burden to him.” Jim sat back in his chair. “Do you realize that in discouraging your son from registering and hiring a low level, untrained empath to act as his Conservator you actually endangered his life and his sanity? Did you know that three of the last six Sentinels Jean Darcy worked with ended up institutionalized for life because she is not qualified or talented enough to keep a Sentinel safe? You do realize, of course, that only certain Guides in our system can even act as a Conservator. Jean Darcy is so low on the Guide scale that she barely qualifies to register as a Guide. The three Sentinels that managed to stay sane while in her care were damaged enough that they were isolated for months while a Guide search was conducted for them.”

“She is a registered Guide. I thought that was enough,” Adam Summers admitted, his eyes dark with anger. “Aren’t they all the same?”

“Jacob is the first online Sentinel in your family in over one hundred and fifty years. It is obvious because of this that you’re quite ignorant about the role of a Guide in a Sentinel’s life. Your ignorance on this matter is the only reason I’m not pursuing criminal charges against you.” Jim relaxed against the back of his chair and almost smiled when he felt his Guide enter the building. He hadn’t wanted to separate but they both had jobs to do and that had meant different destinations once they left the crime scene. “As it stands, your son is legally an adult and the experience of nearly losing his Guide has had a profound effect on him.”

“The girl on television—the one that was kidnapped. That’s our son’s Guide?” Tina Summers took a deep breath. “Is she okay?”

“She will recover.”

“I won’t have this,” Adam Summers stood. “My son is a strong Sentinel, a brilliant young man with a career in medicine ahead of him and I won’t have him saddled with a damaged Guide.”

The door to the conference room opened abruptly and slammed back against the wall. Jim barely got out of his seat in time to keep Jacob Summers from launching himself at his father. Jim caught him about the middle and slammed him up against the wall. “Don’t do it, son. You’re upset and rightly so. Your father has no clue what he just said; he doesn’t understand that it’s too late. This is not pair bond interference.”

Jacob didn’t struggle against his Alpha but he looked at his father with barely contained contempt. “I won’t let him hurt her.”

“He won’t try,” Jim promised. “Jacob, do you trust me?”

The younger man closed his eyes briefly and then focused entirely on Jim. “Yes, Alpha.”

“No one is going to take your Guide from you, my word as the Alpha Sentinel Prime of the Pacific Northwest. Anyone who tries will have to come through me and the rest of our pride first. Your only task, Sentinel, is to see to your Guide. When you’re upset she can feel it and it hurts her. Do you think she’s in a place right now where she can tolerate you being this angry? If you go feral on us—you’re going to hurt your Guide.”

Jacob paled and took a deep breath. “Get him out of this building. I don’t want him anywhere near Elizabeth.”

“We’re going to meet with Elizabeth’s parents and I assure you—you have nothing to worry about.” Jim lead him to the doorway ignoring both Adam and Tina Summers protests. “Rico, Julian. You’ll go back down to the isolation unit with Sentinel Summers and stand guard. No one outside of the pride may enter their isolation suite without my express approval. Understood?”

“Yes, sir.”

Jim watched them leave, his own anger boiling in his gut. He leaned against the door jam and took a few deep breaths as the elevator opened and Blair exited bringing Sylvia and Nathan Arnold with him. “Hey Chief.”

Blair frowned at his Sentinel and then ushered him into the room. “What’s going on?”

“Mr. Summers here nearly put his son on the record books for feral patricide,” Jim ran one shaking hand over his face and the flicked the lock of the door with a savage snap of his wrist. “Now, everyone take a fucking seat because I’ve had it.”

Blair prodded Nathan and Sylvia into seats and then returned to his Sentinel. “Do you need a break before we do this?”

“No.” Jim touched his Guide briefly and then directed him to sit. He pinned Adam Summers with a glare that had the blood draining out of the man’s face at a speed that could have been comical in other circumstances. “Let’s get something straight. Elizabeth and Jacob have completed their mental and spiritual bonding. For those of you in the room who don’t understand what that means—it means that they are bound for life. Bound so tightly that he could not survive without her. In most cases, a Guide can survive being separated from their Sentinel. However, they are both gifted enough to have forged a strong and penetrating bond. I doubt either could survive separation for a long period of time. Such primal bonds are rare and it’s considered an honor for a pair to achieve such a thing.”

“They wouldn’t let us see her,” Sylvia murmured.

“Her shields are tattered, Mrs. Arnold and I doubt she could tolerate your upset and your worry. She is in a very weak place emotionally and while she didn’t suffer the worst that could have been done to her in David Stuart’s hands—she did suffer. Her spirit animal is very wounded from having taken all of her fear on itself. It could be weeks before she is in a position to leave isolation.”

“But she’ll recover?” Sylvia asked softly.

“She has a strong mind and despite the lack of training she managed to hold onto her shields in the face of a severe beating at the hands of a man she knew to be a serial killer,” Blair responded and remained neutral when all four mundanes tensed at the description. “Let’s not kid ourselves—Stuart raped and butchered six children and all of that was right there in his mind for Elizabeth to see. He outweighed her by a hundred and fifty pounds – and if we hadn’t found her when we did we’d be burying another Guide.”

“You said they’ve bonded,” Tina Summers murmured. “What does that mean, exactly?”

“They’ve completed the mental and spiritual parts of the bonding process. The final part is sexual but considering Elizabeth’s condition that is not something we need to worry about at present. The legal age of consent in Washington stage for Guides is eighteen so legally no one is this room can keep them from bonding sexually if they wish it in just a few short months. That being said, Jacob is very concerned about his Guide’s mental well being and isn’t interested in pressuring her for something she can’t give. He isn’t going to hurt her or misuse her in any way,” Blair murmured.

“I’ve spoken with this program director at Rainier and he’s been given a week of excused leave due to his bonding with a Guide. The university has been very understanding and will do everything they can to accommodate their pairing. Jacob has registered with the Sentinel-Guide Center so he could officially claim his Guide. I asked him to consider waiting so that he could discuss this with the four of you and I’ll be frank; his response was profane and pointed.” Jim walked to stand by the one window in the room. “Elizabeth is in her final year of high school. Rainier has already set aside an apartment in married housing for the two of them—two bedrooms though even if their bond remains platonic they will likely share a bed.”

“My daughter is seventeen!” Nathan Arnold protested.

“Nathan,” Sylvia sighed and frowned. “She isn’t a virgin and I’ve had her on her birth control pills for more than a year.” She rolled her eyes when her husband glared at her. “Better to teach her to swim than let her drown in the pool, dear. What was I supposed to do? Lock her in her room?”

Blair bit down on his lip to keep from laughing, but Tina Summers snickered a little and then he took a deep breath. “Is Elizabeth still involved with the boy…”

“No, she’s refused to see him since she came online. She said he was an insincere, emotional wasteland.”

“Yes, well, teenage boys have very little hope of getting anything past an online Guide.” Blair looked at Adam Summers who still looked furious. He recognized that anger, all too well. “Jacob is an adult, Mr. Summers. He doesn’t need your permission to do anything and if you try to come between him and his Guide—you’ll lose him. He’ll turn his back on you and never look back.”

“He’s my son.”

“And your son’s first priority is his Guide.”

“We’ll see how he feels when I stop paying his bills,” Adam snapped. “Then we’ll see who is more important.”

“Shut up!” Tina Summers shouted. “Just shut up, Adam, and for the record—I pay his bills. I pay yours, too. You haven’t done any legitimate work since my trust fund matured fifteen years ago. My son wants to be a doctor and he’s going to be a doctor.”

“Tina.” Adam glared at her.

“Don’t make me do something you’ll regret, Adam. It’s all my money. All of it and I’ll be damned if you’ll cut off our son because you don’t like what he’s doing. Not after what you’ve done. I can’t believe I listened to you about not letting him register with the Center. You’re just lucky that stupid woman you hired didn’t hurt him!” Tina Adams took a deep breath and turned to Jim. “Sentinel Ellison, I understand as Jacob’s parent I can set up a trust for him and his Guide—the Center will manage their money and see to all of their needs until they are both out of college, correct?”

“Yes, the Center can help you set up a Pair Fund. In most cases, especially with young pairs like Jacob and Elizabeth—parents pool college funds and any existing trusts so that in the event they are unable to care for their children the Center will be there. Elizabeth and Jacob both will qualify for scholarships – which be filtered into their trust.”

“That’s what we’ll do then.” Tina Summers cleared her throat. “I’ve set aside money for Jacob—undergrad and medical school, plus enough to establish his own practice if he chooses to work in the private sector. If you can direct me to the right office, I’ll set up a trust fund for him and his Guide that my husband won’t have access or control over.”

“You can’t be serious!” Adam shouted. “Tina!”

“Shut up, Adam, before I ask my lawyer to review the prenuptial agreement we signed all those years ago. You’re not going to endanger my child’s life with your ridiculous ambitions.”

“What do you mean by that?” Blair asked.

Tina sniffed. “He’s been throwing parties and inviting prominent political Guide families to the house for years, trying to pair Jacob with someone with a great deal of money and political power. It’s only got worse since Jacob came online last year. I should have never played along. My dear Adam has his eye on the Governor’s mansion.”

“So what if I do?” Adam Summers demanded. “What’s wrong with that?”

“Nothing as long as it’s not at the expense of your own child,” Nathan Arnold muttered. “Sylvia, come along. We’ll help Mrs. Summers and sign over Elizabeth’s trust fund as well.”

Adam Summers snorted rudely and didn’t say anything when all three of them left the room without him.

Blair chuckled. “You really don’t know who he is?”

“What do you mean?”

“Nathan Arnold.” Blair sighed. “He owns one of those big shipping companies out of Seattle. Arnold International Shipping. You know those big deep sea freight ships?” He waved his hand as he spoke. “Seriously?”

“Arnold International,” Summers muttered, stunned.

“Yep, your son’s damaged Guide is an heiress to a multi-million dollar empire,” Jim relaxed in his chair. “Congrats on alienating the new in-laws by the way. They pretty much think the sun rises and sets because their daughter exists.”

– – – – –

“From what we’ve been able to gather, Nigel’s Stuart’s employment record with the Cascade PD was altered within hours of Dr. Sandburg making the connection between the cases. It was accessed from a terminal in this building in an office on the third floor. An unused office that had a computer in it but that machine was snagged by Robbery when they realized no one was using it yesterday morning.”

“So too late to dust for prints?” Simon asked dryly.

“Way too late but we tried anyway. Still, it won’t help because most of the cops in the building could have touched it and it wouldn’t mean a damn thing,” Daniel muttered and then frowned. “Who would have reason to hide Stuart’s Sentinel status?”

“David’s mother, but she’s in Florida and hasn’t had any direct contact with her son in years. When I informed her of his death she told me she wasn’t paying for the funeral and hung up on me.” Simon grimaced. “Where’s Sandburg?”

“Jim and Blair are in the conference room working on the profile.”

“Why?” Simon asked. “He’s caught and he’s dead.”

Daniel shrugged. “I’m the wrong one to talk to, Captain. I know less than nothing about profiling. Chad has a working knowledge of Blair’s process but he’s in the dark on this current thing as well.”

– – – – –

Blair flipped to the next picture and stared intently. Forensics had documented the entire house in great detail and he had over two thousand pictures to filter through. The drawings the artist had done—all of thirty of them were on the wall near the white board. The conference room had become something of a horror show.

“Talk to me, Chief.”

“You want to bring the rest of the team in?” Blair asked softly. “It’s… I’d rather just say this once.”

“Okay.”

Blair didn’t move as Jim left the room just flipped to the next picture. It was of a child’s bedroom. He knew it to be the room that David Stuart had slept in. The room was filled with toys, a small half bed that would have been uncomfortable for an adult. It hadn’t taken but a few hours to get all the information he needed on David Stuart and the picture wasn’t any prettier than it had been when they’d started.

Everyone settled in around the room table and Blair accepted the coffee Henri Brown brought with a small smile. “Thanks, H.”

“Welcome, kiddo.” Henri sat down and hunched over his own cup. “This is going to suck, huh?”

“Yeah,” Blair murmured. “Pretty badly, actually.”

“Just tell us, Chief.”

“Nigel and Stella Stuart married right out of the academy. She gave birth to their only child, David, roughly a year later. Six months after David’s fourth birthday, Nigel Stuart came online. The first Sentinel in his family ever reported and the only one of his generation. He fought getting a Guide for roughly six months, then the powers that be decided to stick it to him. They put the Guide he’d been matched with through the academy and assigned him as Nigel’s partner. Obviously, working in close proximity to his Guide had the desired results and they bonded. His Guide was a man named Christopher Pike. From what I can tell of their employment records, they worked well together and their partnership on the job eventually led them to develop a profoundly close bond. I wouldn’t say they were a perfect match, but they were as close as you could get in those days. Whoever matched them up did them both an immense service.”

Blair drank deeply from his coffee cup and then sat up a little straighter. “So, within two years the wife is filing for divorce claiming that Nigel’s relationship with his Guide was unsavory. She is granted a divorce and sole custody of their son, David. Nigel had limited and supervised visitation. Stella Stuart remarried six months after the divorce was final to a homicide detective, a man named Jon Dean. He is now a Captain with the Seattle PD. Things seem to be going well until the court grants Nigel weekend visitation and his Guide discovers that David is suffering in his home life with his mother. At that point, David was nearly eight years old. The court records are sealed but the end results are damning. Nigel was granted sole custody, a restraining order is placed against his wife, and her husband. Considering David’s condition as an adult—I can’t rule out physical and/or unproven sexual abuse. Nigel put his son in an institution for the first time when he was ten years old. David was practicing self-mutilation and had attempted to kill his father’s Guide.”

“Jesus,” Simon muttered. “Just, Jesus.”

Blair nodded. “David returns home at fourteen having been diagnosed with a dissociative disorder called depersonalization which we know to be a symptom of Borderline Personality Disorder. They sent him home with a cocktail of potent anti-depressants and anti-psychotics. He could have lived the rest of his life that way without a single problem.”

“As long as he took his medicine,” Jim murmured.

“Yes.” Blair swallowed. “His father was shot in the line of duty and his father’s Guide—a second father to David ate his own gun a week later. They’d been together for twenty-five years so it’s not really surprising that Christopher couldn’t face life without his Sentinel. Four months after Pike’s suicide, David Stuart took his first victim.”

“Is he a dormant Sentinel?”

“The blood work will tell us,” Blair looked at his Captain with dark, serious eyes. “The Sentinel-Guide Center will do their level best to hide that information, Captain. They’ll pressure the department to suppress it, and since there won’t be a trial…”

“Right.” Simon grimaced. “I can’t say that I blame them. The last thing we need is for the public to paint all dormant Sentinels with the same brush as David Stuart. Do we know who covered up for him?”

“I have a good feeling but nothing concrete,” Blair murmured and shared a look with his Sentinel. “Not enough to even make a case. Just a feeling.”

“Jon Dean,” Simon said finally.

Blair took a deep breath. “If David Stuart’s mother had sexually abused him he would have taken grown women. Women who looked like his mother—he would have been fixated on her; and she’d probably be dead by now even if he had to go to Florida to do it.”

“And Dean?”

“Dean has a problem with Sentinel-Guide pairs. He’s been reprimanded repeatedly for misconduct, sexual misconduct, concerning Guides. The Seattle pride refuses to place a Sentinel-Guide pair in the precinct where the man works and from what I can tell he’s got friends in some pretty high places because I can’t figure out why he hasn’t been fired.”

“Or killed.” Markus Jergens muttered. “How has he not been butchered by a Sentinel?”

“It’s never physical. Just verbal stuff.” Blair flipped open a file in front of him. “Six years ago he was reprimanded for telling a male Guide in his department that the only thing he was good for…” Blair flushed. “He said he was a “hole” and all he was good for was to “fuck”. The man’s Sentinel had to be restrained and removed from the building. The Seattle pride pulled every Sentinel-Guide pair from the Seattle PD and refused to return them to their jobs until they were all assigned positions out of the precinct where Dean works.”

“So he created David Stuart?”

“No, he just shaped the kind of killer he was going to be.”

“He altered Nigel Stuart’s records to protect himself?” Simon asked.

“No, he altered those records so David wouldn’t get caught. He didn’t want his step-son stopped. I wouldn’t be surprised if he claims the body and buries him.”

“Wait, Chief, you’re saying he was born bad? Do you know how that sounds?” Jim frowned at his Guide.

“Not born bad. David Stuart, would have been an Alpha Sentinel if he’d ever come online. He would have had to been that strong to find Guides in his dormant state. He was probably latent as an infant—latent until the moment he was torn from away from Christopher Pike.”

“His father’s Guide.”

“Yes, David imprinted on Christopher—it’s the only thing that makes sense and when he was taken away from that safety and Jon Dean started in on him… the results were catastrophic. He went dormant within days of being separated from his father and in turn his father’s Guide. He had a psychotic break at the age of four and the fractured personality that immerged afterwards was shaped and sharpened by abuse at the hands of a sadist.”

“But we can’t go after Dean?” Simon asked.

“No evidence and if they could have got him on child abuse when David was younger—they certainly would have.”

“So, he’s untouchable?” Brian Rafe glared. “Christ, that’s disgusting.”

“Oh, I wouldn’t say he was untouchable,” Jim murmured. “He’s just outside the reach of the law.”

– – – – –

Heath Edwards crossed his legs at the knee and stared across the bedroom at Captain Jon Dean. The man had slept right through his breaking and entering. He watched him stir briefly and still completely as he realized that he wasn’t alone in the room. Heath smirked when the cop reached for his gun.

“It’s not there, Dean, don’t bother.”

Dean snorted in disgust. “Edwards, what the fuck do you want?”

“I want to ask you a few questions.” Heath lit a cigarette and took a grateful drag. “You’ll have to forgive me this vice—I smoked before I came online and my wife won’t let me smoke around her. Drives her batshit insane.” He took a deep drag. “How long did you know that your step-son, David Stuart, was kidnapping and murdering children?”

“I don’t know…”

“Don’t fucking lie to me!” Heath snapped. “You can’t lie to a Sentinel. You know, I’ve been sitting here thinking about it and I can’t for the life of me figure out how his father didn’t murder you for what you’d done to his son. Nigel Stuart had to know what a fucking pervert you were.”

“Those charges were dropped due to lack of evidence. That little bastard lied about me and the judge saw that.”

Heath snorted. “Whatever, give me one reason why I shouldn’t kill you in your own bed.”

“You’re not above the law.”

“But you are?” Heath asked amused. “Doesn’t quite seem fair does it?” Heath stood and stretched. “You’ll never know another moment’s peace, Dean. I’m going to find out everything there is to know about you and a member of my pride will watch you even as you sleep. Privacy is a luxury and you no longer have it. We will listen, we will watch, and we’ll find out all of your secrets. You’ll brush up against us on the streets and with one deep breath we’ll know what you’ve eaten for the past week. We’ll know who you used to fuck, who you do fuck, and who you want to fuck. Then one day when you least expect it one of us is going to take you.” He walked to the bed and leaned down right in the man’s face. “And we’re going to butcher you the way Jessica Martins was killed. First we’ll beat you and then we’ll stab you until your extremities start to fall off from the fucking force of it. Maybe you’ll be dead by then… but hopefully you won’t be. We have contacts all over the world so don’t think you can escape us by leaving.”

“I’ll go to Ellison. He won’t allow this.”

“This isn’t on my order, you twit. The Alpha Sentinel Prime of North America has determined you to be a threat and he wants you neutralized. But he is a petty and vicious man—so he’d like you to suffer first.” Heath tapped his forehead gently with one latex covered finger. “And like all the other Sentinels under his command both Ellison and I have decided to indulge his mean little whims.”

“Fuck you, Edwards.”

“You aren’t my type,” Heath responded coolly. He strolled to the doorway. “Your gun is under the bed. I left you a single bullet. I suggest you use it wisely.”

He made it all the way to backdoor he’d used to enter the house before the gun went off. Heath paused and took a deep breath – blood and various other body fluids filled his nostrils and he sighed. “Well, won’t Hunter be disappointed.” He closed the door behind him and walked down a small alley and slipped into the back seat of the car. Once inside, the car pulled smoothly away and he pulled out his cell phone.

“Kelso!”

Heath grimaced at the snappy voice of the Alpha Guide Prime of North America. “It’s done, Jack. He took door number 2.”

“Fucking coward,” Kelso muttered. “Fine, good work. Any loose ends?”

“No, the case files have been sealed and no one outside the task force ever saw Sandburg’s profile. Is he a risk?”

“Blair? No, he’d never do something to risk his own Sentinel.” Jack Kelso took a deep breath. “He’ll understand the need for discretion better than most; an excellent student of human nature.”

“You act like you know him.”

“You could say that,” Jack murmured. “I’ve known Blair Sandburg since the day he was born.” He paused. “Is he happy, Heath?”

“Sandburg?” Heath frowned and rested against the car seat. His wife pressed a bottle of water in his hand and wrinkled her nose at the smoky smell he’d brought into the car with him. “Yeah, he and Ellison are a good team and their bond is nice, solid. They are… very enamored of each other.”

“Good, good. He’s special, my Blair, I wouldn’t want anything to happen to him.”

Heath’s mouth dropped open briefly but he closed it quickly. “Understood, sir.”

“Did you want to speak with Rick?”

“No, sir, I’m about to go have a very late dinner with my wife.” He hoped like the hell that Rick Hunter didn’t really want to talk to him. The conversation had taken a weird turn and he wanted off the Jack Kelso train quickly.

“Very well,” Jack Kelso ended the call abruptly.

– – – – –

“A free bird leaps on the back

Of the wind and floats downstream

Till the current ends and dips his wing

In the orange suns rays

And dares to claim the sky.

But a BIRD that stalks down his narrow cage

Can seldom see through his bars of rage

His wings are clipped and his feet are tied

So he opens his throat to sing.

The caged bird sings with a fearful trill

Of things unknown but longed for still

And his tune is heard on the distant hill for

The caged bird sings of freedom.

The free bird thinks of another breeze

And the trade winds soft through

The sighing trees

And the fat worms waiting on a dawn-bright

Lawn and he names the sky his own.

But a caged BIRD stands on the grave of dreams

His shadow shouts on a nightmare scream

His wings are clipped and his feet are tied

So he opens his throat to sing.

The caged bird sings with

A fearful trill of things unknown

But longed for still and his

Tune is heard on the distant hill

For the caged bird sings of freedom.”

“Maya Angelou, right?”

“Yeah,” Blair murmured. “The greatest American poet of her generation. I saw her speak once—she has the most beautiful soul.”

Jim relaxed against his Guide, his face pressed against the back of Blair’s neck. “Sometimes I feel as if I’ve caged you.”

Blair turned in his arms, concerned. “What? No. Never.” He ran his fingers along Jim’s jaw. “You set me free. I spent my whole life trapped by my gifts and in one single moment you made everything right.”

“Our first case together… wasn’t pretty, Chief.”

“I think we’ve proved to everyone we can work together in the most dire of situations. What we’ve done in the past few weeks—the work we’ve done to bring our pride together has been amazing. I desperately wish we could have saved Jessica but I know she’s in a good place now. I know she’s safe and loved.”

“You visit with her when you meditate.”

Blair nodded. “Yes, her spirit returns to me sometimes. She’s so bright and beautiful—and she totally ignores me when I tell her to move on. She says she has a purpose now and that I shouldn’t worry about her.”

“But you do?”

“How can I not?” Blair cuddled close to his Sentinel and took a deep breath. “It’s like she’s the child of my spirit now. The only child I’ll ever have.”

“You wouldn’t want any of your own?”

Blair raised an eyebrow. “Something you want to confess, big guy?”

Jim stared for a second and then started to laugh. “No, no. I figured maybe a surrogate one day.”

“Really?”

“Really,” Jim murmured. “I’d love to raise children with you. If not our own—maybe we could adopt. Sentinel and Guide children are difficult to place and often require special handling. I think we could handle that.”

Blair stared at his Sentinel for a while, his heart in his throat. “I love you, Jim. I really do.”

Jim laughed. “I love you. Makes us both very lucky bastards.”

The End

.:Author Notes:.

Pieces of Fiction and poetry used

(in order of appearance in the story)

  1. Ode to Duty by William Wordsworth
  2. Soliloquy from Much Ado About Nothing by William Shakespeare
  3. The Road Not Taken by Robert Frost
  4. The opening paragraph of Moby Dick by Herman Melville
  5. Opening paragraphs to Beowulf translated by Dr. David Breeden (spoken by Jim to Blair)
  6. I know why the caged bird sings by Maya Angelou

My thanks to both of my Betas for working so hard on this. Any and all mistakes that remain are mine and because I’m lazy I won’t be correcting them- HA. 😉

Thank you for reading!

Keira Marcos

In my spare time I write fan fiction and lead a cult of cock worshippers on Facebook. It's not the usual kind of hobby for a "domestic engineer" in her 30's but we live in a modern world and I like fucking with people's expectations.

183 Comments:

  1. Wow. This was completely awesome. How do you write so well?

    • Well– I’ve been writing for 23 years so I’m hoping that’s it. Honestly, I think the best writing comes when a writer gives themselves over to their creativity without sacrificing common sense things like basic format. It also helps to be a rabid reader.

  2. woah. i have no words. that was unbelievable!

  3. Wow!! Amazing story. I laughed and I cried. I usually don’t like stories that involve the mythology of fanon but yours was TERRIFIC.

    Thank you for keeping me so enthralled and spellbound that all ten chapters flew by!

    Alex

  4. This was completely and totally awesome!!

    I really enjoy your version of the Sentinel/Guide bond and their interactions.

    Off to read again!!

  5. Thanks so much for this story. Stalker attitude coming out – More please, more please. Will be repeated until desire has been met. Thanks for this universe, thanks so much.

  6. *squeals and makes flappy hands of glee*

    You posted!

    I was still gleefully wallowing in WMHB, and you gift us with a whole freaking novel!

    Why is it that (any and all of) your fic makes me turn into the worst pre-teen demented fangirl? I swear, I do chair spins out of sheer delight whenever you post something.

    Surely grey haired lil ole ladies should have more dignity…

    *smirks*

    After multiple readings, I loved this… and I love the fact that you neatly avoided falling into the sort of assumptions that drive me mad in so much Sentinel fic.

    *cheers for kickass!Blair*

    I love your Sentinel ‘verse… and have to confess that I’m going mad with anticipation, waiting for the next installment of ‘Sentinels of Atlantis’ to come out.

    Of course, Kelso’s comments at the end of this tale are intriguing as hell… you big tease! Is there more of this tale in the works? Because I wanna know what the hell the connection is between Kelso and Blair in this ‘verse.

    *sighs happily, having had a fix of Keira-fic to feed my totally undignified geriatric fangirl addiction*

    *makes like a pleading, big-eyed anime puppy*

    More?

  7. i don’t know what to say, it’s so amazing kucking good, i love this pairing, it’s my fav pairing after the mcshep and the gibbs/tony.
    At the french tv the show is diffused again the week in the afternoon and it’s a pleasure to read a fic from this universe.
    Thanks so much keire, you’re rock my world.
    Want a cover art ?

  8. Just lovely. Sad, but lovely.

    Good to see that Sentinels and Guides are working to be equals, making sure that Society sees it that way, too.

    J

  9. I’m a very late comer to the Sentinel ‘verse and only know what I do know from fandom….. but this is an amazing piece that shows the strength of the bond between Sentinel and Guide but doesn’t shy away from the hatred/misunderstandings they encounter from ‘mundanes’…..

    Lovely work, great story and hope to see more of your Jim and Blair….

  10. This story is lovely. I was so glad when I saw that there had been an update, and especially such a long story. I’m sick today, so I have spent the day resting and reading fanfic. You story made may day a little better. Thank you.

  11. Wow. I spend almost 4 hours reading this amazing fic, almost forgot to eat lung… Fantastic, and I really want to know more about it, the purpose of little Jessica, about Kelso and so on… and WOW, WOW, WOW, I can wait to read more and more… Thks for this wonderful morning.

  12. I had a vague feeling after reading WMHB9, that you would post more sortly. I was right. 😀 I’m extremely happy. This story is very very entralling. Will there be more in this ‘verse?

  13. Wow, this was such a great treat! I love ‘Sentinels and Guides are known’ universes and yours is very good. It’s realistic. They are not supermen, and the sentinel and guide are equals.
    Please continue this. You leave us wondering about Blair’s and Kelso’s connection. And I would love to see Daryl’s sentinel.
    You’ll give us more in this universe, right? Please?

  14. This is just a totally fantastic story from start to finish, and most certainly one of the very best TS stories I’ve read in recent times. You gave a compellingly strong depiction of these characters. Thanks so much for sharing such a powerful and gripping tale.

  15. Much much love and adoration.

  16. completely awesome. Thank you for this wonderful story.

  17. thanks for the wonderful novel. I enjoyed reading it, you are a fantastic writer.
    many many thanks.

  18. What a fabulous story. I love the verse you have created and the way you depict sentinels and their guides. I hope that you are going to give us more because there is just so much that could be mined. Barb

  19. This was the most beautiful and plot-filled sentinel fanfic that I read in a long time! I just love all the social network around Guide/Sentinel pair ;p Great job, thanks for the reading material!!! ^^

  20. Wow. There are no words adequate enough to express how much I love this amazing story. You are totally made of win, awesomeness, and utter kick ass coolness. Thanks and just wow. Wow Wow Wow. I loved the coffee comment at the very beginning. I do that with Dr. Peppers. I usually never make it past one though.

  21. I just have to say that you might be the best thing to come along in the TS fandom for the past couple of years. This was intense, riveting, and well done thru and thru. Like others I hope to see more in this AU, because quite frankly it deserves it. I stayed up until midnight last night cause I couldn’t put it down!

    • Wow! That’s very nice to hear. I would love to come back and do another story for this– we’ll see how things pan out in the future.

      • Really don’t want to come off as nagging or demanding… but if you ever do go back to this story’verse the SQUEEEs of joy will probably set off seismographs. There are so many interesting plot-threads left loose (Jessica’s spirit not moving on because she has something left to do, Kelso’s vaguely-hinted link to Blair, several potential Future Vengeful Bad Guys with cause to go after Blair and/or Jim (everyone from Blair’s ex-boss at the FBI office in NYC to Carolyn, not to mention Naomi and a couple others who’re not necessarily potential Evil Villains but certainly potential sources of conflict!)… I second the commenter above about wanting to see Daryl find a bond-mate, and I’d love to see more about Lion Guides too (big felines, *purrrrrrr!*).

        Anyway, just re-read this for probably the fifth time, and wanted to reiterate my enthusiasm for this story (and any potential sequels)…

  22. I really love your world building, the hows and why’s of the culture are fascinating. I also like how everything ties into the plot. There are no loose ends lying about. 🙂

  23. I totally love this I love that Blair is strong and equal with Jim. Is there going to be more of this AU?
    I’d love to see Jim and Naomi first meeting. Star

  24. This is a REALLY great story!*grin* So, I’m wondering, is Jack Kelso Blair’s father? Because that’s how I see it from my POV. He said “My Blair”. So THAT cause me to think, is there some connection between them? Anywhy, is there going to be sequal?

  25. You know a girl could get spoiled having so many updates so quickly. I loved this story. It was so full of emotion, happy, sad, tragic. It was amazing. I think that I am going to have to start printing out your work so I can read it all the time.
    I love it all

  26. Thank you. Have been reading fan fic since it started with the printed page. From Sherlock Holmes to Star Gate Atlantis, I know good writers…and sweetie you are a good writer. Thanks again. Keep up the good work.

  27. i’m forgot to post a question the last time, for the What Might Have Been you make pics of the characters ,for this show, what actors would you see in those roles besides simon, Jim, darryl and blair, thanks to respond.

  28. I think someone up-there must loved me, because your stories are that good. Atlantis and Sentinel are two of the best TV shows,and to find an author who loves them like me must be a work of a higher-power. hehe!!! Question, will there be anymore stories for this AU? Thanks again for the stories, and hope to see more up-dates soon!

  29. It is like always excellent. I love your Jim and Blair, and all the other carachters and look forward and hope for a sequel.

    Thank you for some enjoyable hours.

  30. Thank you for posting links to this at the sentinellibrary lj comm. I have thoroughly enjoyed reading it. It’s very well done, and I appreciate you sharing your Sentinel story with us. Is this the only Sentinel fanfiction you’ve written? Do you plan to write more?

    • I have a Sentinel/Stargate: Atlantis cross over and I have some unfinished work in the SEntinel fandom but this is the only completed project and I wrote it several years ago. I hope to work on more in the future.

  31. I just finished reading all of The Awakening and i must say I am aswed by it.

    It was exciting and actioned packed, with many loving relationships to make the mix even better.

    I’ve spent the better part of two days reading and it was worth every minute.

    Could there possibly be a sequal in the works? I’d love to know what happens next in evveryone’s lives.

  32. Thank you for this wonderful story. I love a strong Blair and Jim and the universe you created here is terrific. I hope there is another chapter (or 12) in the story. I think, like some others, the link between Jack and Blair is quite a teaser.

    Off to look for more of your work.

  33. OMG I think I am just going to have to start checking your site daily after news and weather instead of just once a week. If I take up a collection and match your salary will you quit your day job and write full time? I’m pretty certain I could get enough people to contribute to come up with a couple hundred grand. Because seriously, I am positive at least half ( though I suspect most) would kick in $2.00-$5.00 dollars a year eagerly just to have regular updates from you.
    You are better entertainment than 80% of what most of us end up paying money for. THANK YOU for sharing your gift.

  34. I really enjoyed this story. I loved that Blair was not a wimp and was an FBI agent before he met Jim. I really loved Simon Banks. The love his son feels for him and the care he shows other Sentinel/Guide pairs is great. The lion spirit guide for his son is cool, something a tribe from Africa would have! Thank You, Thank You.

  35. Amazing,amazing story.

  36. I’ve been reading your work for ages and was thrilled when I saw this. It met every one of my expectations and then some. Thank you for posting this, it was a great read and wonderfully enjoyable.

  37. I have to say, I’ve been wanting to read something like this for a while – something that uses the ‘Sentinels/Guides are known and there’s some governing organisation’ theme, that doesn’t enslave or diminish the rights of either party. You managed to pull it off so well. I am now in love with this ‘verse.

    And I can’t really think of anything else to express how much I enjoyed this story. (I’m still rather amazed at finding something that matched the story I wanted to read so well. So Thank you for taking the time to write & share this one.)

    • I wanted to read the same thing and couldn’t find it– so I wrote it– LOL. I think that the best stories come out of that — when a writer wants something to read they can’t find and then just take it on themselves to write it.

  38. Wow…I just…I really do not have the words to describe how well I think you write. I’ve seen many different takes on worlds where Sentinel & Guides are public knowledge and this one plus your other stories are better by about a million miles. Thank you!

  39. The best Sentinel AU I have read in years. If this was a paper book I would say I couldn’t put it down until I’d finished it.

  40. I just finished reading this for the second time, and I’ve come to the realization that your writing is like comfort food to me. It has its occasional grammatical faults, but there’s always the perfect blend of humor, drama, and angst that make me feel warm and content. Thank you.

  41. Just found your web site yesterday and have to say this is some of the best fiction I have read in a long time. I just can’t stop reading love this story fixing to go read more of your wonderful work.

  42. *sighs happily*

    Okay, I just finished reading it *again*.

    Seriously, you know you’re brilliant, right? I love your take on, well, just about everything in your fic. I love your ‘voice’; the strength of your characters as well as their flaws and imperfections.

    *settles down to make like Quark in front of a mouse hole, waiting for more Keira!fic to appear*

  43. I just finished my second reading and knew I had to thank you for such a beautifully crafted story. I love this verse and I especially love the idea of guides being the equal of their sentinels. It is really great to see Blair as proud and powerful. I sincerely hope that you will return to this soon as it just begs for more. Thanks for all the hard work and sharing it with us.
    Barb

  44. I finished my second pass on the story and I was wondering how you decided on the spirit animals for each of the characters.

    • Well– Jim and Blair are canon as far as spirit animals go. The others– I picked mostly predators for the Sentinels and mostly non-predators for the Guides– there were exceptions of course. Like Daryll’s lion. I picked a lion for him because I wanted an animal from Africa and a lion immediately popped into my head. So I went with it. I picture his Sentinel having a lioness for a spirit animal.

  45. i have read everything youve written at least twice…the what might have been series ive read four time…all the way through!

    i seriously love everything youve ever written.
    have you ever thought about publishing?
    creating your own litle ‘verse in science fiction?

  46. This was wonderful as always, I love what you write you are so good. Normally I don’t do the Sentinel stories but this was excellent and I hope you write more. I hope (note biiigggg hope) you add more to the Gathering. Keep up the good work and have lots of fun doing it.

  47. really terrific piece harkening back to old school Sentinel fic and I mean that in the best way. It’s been a while since I’ve read any Sentinel fic and this reminded me of why I fell in love. I know this was stand alone but I’d be extraordinarily happy if you played in this universe again.

  48. This is my second time reading this and I have to say it’s still amazing. There’s no way to fully express the necessary emotions to explain how much I love your stories. In fact I think I’m jealous of your amazing writing talent. I hope through practice I can come close to your awesome skills, a lot of practice but hope springs eternal.
    Keep on writing, it’s a pleasure to read one of your stories.
    While I’m at it I also read the new part of the WMHB series and again awesome job. I’m afraid to be too detailed on all that i’ve loved because I might be here all night.
    Again, lovely read, truly a pleasure,
    Sammie

  49. Loved it…I’ve read it twice now and it’s still good…I would love to see a sequel if you ever write one…

  50. After reading this and the Sentinels of Atlantis again I have another question…Are both stories in the same verse? (I’ve read both several times now and they keep getting better…:) )

    • Hi– no– I’ve used elements from this story in the Sentinels of Atlantis but they are different worlds. This world might eventually have it’s own John/Rodney so I didn’t want to blend them with what I’m doing for SGA.

      • Okay…I wasn’t sure…they didn’t quite fit together but I didn’t want to assume since the SGA one is still in the works. Keep up the good work…These two kept me going through an icky sinus infection…It brightened my day to read such lovely writing…

  51. Keira,
    I just found your stories the other day and I absolutely LOVE them. Especially the Awakenings series and The Sentinels of Atlantis. What Might Have Been is great also. I would also enjoy reading a Criminal Minds fic, that I saw you mentioned. Look forward to reading more of your work.

  52. I don’t know if you have plans for this or not but I personally would love to see a short story about when Daniel and Chad met and one about Marcus and Thomas meeting. Also what do their families think about them?

  53. My goodness, I have work to do but couldn’t stop reading this until finished – simply spellbound, that’s what it made me 😀 Great and witty writing (despite the grim themes), wonderful style. And I simply LOVE the way you do away with the mean ones along the way :)(makes one feel gooood heehee)
    Definitely will be read again! Any chances for a sequel? 😉 Thanks, I had a great time reading it – and now, if you’ll excuse me I gave quite a heap to do 😀

  54. All i can say is OMFG!!!!!, you so rock i found your Atlantis Sentinel story and followed you home. And now i plan on reading everything you have, i hope your muse bites hard with another story idea soon. Thanks for the wild ride

  55. This is the best thing I’ve read in a long time. The plot was interesting. You actually made me cry (this is a good thing!). I hope you write more in this universe, or in the Sentinel fandom. You are very gifted. Thanks, Carol

  56. I just wanted to say I really love this! I’ve read it several times and I can’t believe I hadn’t left a comment yet (bad me!) I admit to now having a ‘bonding’ kink *sigh* I enjoyed the details you have in the world and how both the sentinels are known and yet not understood fully at the same time. Jim and Blair are wonderful, the background characters are well done and I really hope you do more in this world 🙂 🙂 :)!

  57. I really, really enjoyed this story and wanted to thank you for posting it.

    The Sentinel/Guide pair for North America aroused my deep curiosity. I sense a little mystery behind the connection between Blair and Kelso and I really hope you will elaborate in a sequel.

  58. Oh WOW!!! This has got to be one of my favorites so far to date in the Sentinel realm. Thank you ever so much for writing this story. I was hooked from the very beginning and had difficulty putting it “down”, so to speak when I had to go to work! Your characters are alive and well written and I adore the pictures you put up; it helped my imagination immensely. This one is being favorited so I can read it again and again. Thank you, thank you, thank you!
    Happy writing,
    Drakkenwild :oD

  59. This was a wonderful story. You left some questions that I would love to read answered. Will you write more about Jim and Blair?

  60. Great story. Read it twice, loved it that much. Hope you write more in this verse.

  61. I saw a passing reference to this story today, and had nothing to read so I thought I’d check it out. And OMG I am sooooooooo beyond glad I did. This was a fantastic AU, totally riffing off the ‘sentinels & guides are known’ trope but consciously going places other fics would fear to tread.

    The foreshadowing of what happened with Blair’s FBI case in Atlanta, and the eventual fate of little Jessica… okay, so you did wrap up with a technically “happy” ending but you still went out there, where the dark things happen and there aren’t any miracle last-minute rescues without a metric ton of research and footwork and hard, hard thinking.

    I thought your Jim & Blair were very strong (admittedly not canon, but engaging and powerful and eminently likeable in these personas) and the little moments of banter (baby!guides, hee) just rang very true. And Simon was equally well developed, along with nice (if brief) glimpses of Henri and Rafe and Megan.

    I do hope you’ll write more in future, as I haven’t enjoyed a read that much in a long, long time. 🙂

  62. Hey, was just rereading your story, and I love it as much now as I did the first, second, third and forth time I read it. We haven’t had a up-date from you in awhile so I hope one comes soon. If not a up-date, just a note to tell what’s going on and if your still alive out there! Thanks Kat

  63. *sighs happily*

    Yeah, I read it *again*.

    Despite the angst and suffering in the tale, it’s still comfort-fic for me.

    You rock my world.

    Consistently, even.

  64. do you know how much you rock!?
    Because you do

  65. Gonna have to go find and thank whoever it was who recc’d your Sentinel/SGA crossover on one of the Stargate lists… It was good, but this is better.

    I spotted some grammar & spelling mistakes, though the story’s good enough they hardly bothered me. You might want to proofread it again, but if your time’s limited I’d rather see you spend it writing a sequel… or two… or more! 🙂

    • To be real honest, I’ve already spent all the time I ever will on this FIC. It was beta’d by 2 different people and went through revisions twice. Since I know nothing is ever perfect– I just cut myself off from revisions after a certain point and that point is when I post it on my website.

  66. I absolutely love this! You write beautifully and I love your Blair. Awesome job.

  67. I have to stop re-reading this story. It makes me cry. You’d think that after the fourth time I would have learned my lesson.

  68. This was wonderful. I really enjoyed this universe and the strong characters you created. An excellent piece of fan fiction and I would love to read more in this universe.

  69. this is such a wonderful story, I have read it many times and each time it just wonderful. I love how you show the dynamic of the realationship between guide and Sentenial, it’s truly a wonderful story that always has me in tears.

    I would love to see a contuination of this, you have me interested in this Kelso matter andI think this would make a wonderfull series of stories.

    the whole universe that you have created in this story if fantastic

  70. Yes, yes. I’m fixated.

    I read this yet again – consoling myself while I wait for the next installment of ‘Ties That Bind’.

    And the ending is still a vast tease! I’m absolutely dying of curiosity about Kelso’s remarks!

  71. don’t you feel a need to write more in this world!?!?

  72. was re-reading this story and was hooked again. Yes even made me cry again. I love how you write. Hmm, now you have put in the mood to go and re-read susan’s Dark Guide Universe. thanks!!!! and Happy new year

  73. Has anyone else printed this out and bound it? I did, and I have reread it about 20 times. Tho I am still looking for a sequel!

  74. i reread the story and i’ve enjoy this moment so much, i know that you have a lot to do but i’ve hope that your write more in this world someday.

  75. I actually had two things I wanted to ask. This is like, my tenth re-read of this story, but I just moticed this. Did you take the name of the guide, Christopher Pike, from Star Trek? I was just curious. Also, do you have any plans to do a backstory on the whole Kelso thing that happened in this chapter? It just seems like a perfect lead-in to another story and I would be interested to know what the deal is with that relationship.

  76. Amazing story, I very much hope there will be a sequel.

  77. Argh, why do you have to be so good at what you do? I enjoy your stories so much that I was even suck over here to read this one, and I haven’t even watch this show. Oo Apparently, that doesn’t mater with one of your stories. As is always the case with one of your stories, once I started, I couldn’t stop until I’d finished it. (it’s now 2am darn it) 😉

    This was a good mystery and lots of nice intrigue. I have to admit that I had to skim past all the graph detail about the murders – I can’t handle things that happen to kids. That fact that I continued on with the story should tell you how well you wrote this that it kept me reading despite all that.

    Thanks for being so good at what you do.

  78. I love this story. So is Kelso somehow related to Blair? Or is it more the mentor relationship they had in the show? Also I do wonder what will happen when Naomi arrives on scene. She seems to have some issues and I don’t see Jim putting up with her beratement of her son. Also when the next plot eventually hatches is there a chance Sydney will find his Sentinel? I rather like him and want to see him happy. 🙂

  79. I’m tracking the comments on the story and weeeeeee! there’s gonna be a sequel! 😀 can’t wait, I’ve been enjoying this story/universe immensely and repeatedly. Thank you again for your writing!

  80. Well, I just finished my 6th reread and it still holds up perfectly. This is still my all time fav Sentinel AU, SOA a very close second or maybe tied for first. I don’t know, they are both so great. I even reread all the comments, I’m hopeless. Looking forward to the day you have time to write it’s sequel (after you finish with SOA and WMHB) Time to put WMHB on my immediate reread list. Thanks for all the hours of reading pleasure. Barb

  81. Hiya

    I have just read your last comment, please tell me you are going to make me week adn confirm that you are writing a sequel.

    The reason I love your fictions/novels so much is because you actually write a story, something for readers to get their teeth into aswell as the personal relationship side of things.

    I am someone who very rarely reads fiction or science fiction (though I am a SGA/SG1, Torchwood and NCIS fan), mainly I read History books usually Tudors, so for me to find a fiction/science fiction piece that can keep me interested shows (to me anyhow) that you are a really good writer/story teller and I find all of your pieces are very easy to read and leave me wanting more.

    Best wishes and I hope baby plans are going well. K.

  82. Wow. This is incredible. Definitely my favorite Sentinel fic. I hope you do end up writing a sequel or another Sentinel fic.

    Spenc.

  83. I absolutely loved this and hope new adventures are planned for the future.I don’t think we’ve seen or heard the last from Carolyn and her schemes.Please keep up the great work!!!

    Michele

  84. And once again, you’ve managed to make me read in a fandom I’d long since given up on, and enjoy the experience so thoroughly I don’t have words for it. I don’t know whether to praise you or curse you. That was an amazing fic, the more so because you managed to build a world where the organizations and societal structure worked on a basic level not often found in fanfiction. Much like your Ties That Bind universe. Kudos to you.

  85. Probably the best sentinel fic i’ve read and i love the cast. Can’t wait for the sequel.
    Avec toute mon admiration,
    votre dévouée

  86. I’ve read this like 3 times and each time parts of it have made me cry. You are truly an amazing writer. Thank you for sharing your gift with us!

  87. Keira,

    Help! I think I;m missing something here- between the Sentinel Prime of North America and Blair- he’s not his dad, cause his dad died, right? So what did he mean when he called Blair ‘my Blair?’ He’s “known him since he was born” ? I’m intrigued.

    Also, please feel better- I saw your post about updates- your health comes first, no question. Both my grandmother and father are diabetics- it is not something to take lightly, so you just take care of yourself, and we’ll all reread everything waiting for an update whenever you’re able.

    Have I mentioned I’m just a bit in love with all your work? 🙂

    Thanks again for a lovely ‘verse.

    Kelly

  88. I don’t know why I’ve never taken the time to read this. I guess I was just distracted by all the other bright shiny things you write, but this …. It’s so perfect. I want t sequel, but I don’t want a sequel too. It’s perfect on it’s own, a sequel would be like taking it wasn’t complete, but it is.

  89. So now that I’ve gotten a good night’s sleep and re read it, I do indeed want a sequel. Eventually. Or at least a cameo in the Sentinels of Atlantis. Take care, Keira

  90. How have I not read this??? You distract me with the pretties of Atlantis, that’s how.

    I loved this. ‘The Sentinel’ is one of my favorite shows and I so enjoyed your AU where Sentinels/Guides are known and, if not understood, at least accepted as fact.

    You left soooo many loose ends. Any thoughts on expanding the AU? After you finish your many other stories, of course. lol

    This was awesome. o/

  91. so i’m very confused about jack kelso’s relationship with blair…. is familial, friend of the family, related to the sentinel nioami killed by leaving, or what – I mean it’s obviously something I just can’t figure out what… does blair know about the connection I mean kelso said he knew blair since birth but not that blair also knew him….. please clear this up for me!!!

    • It’s a plot point that would be covered in a sequel so i can’t reveal it here without it being a spoiler for other readers who don’t want to know yet.

      Check your email.

      • thanks that makes much more sense now!! and can I say that a sequel to this arch has me in a twitter almost as much as the prospect for a new chapter of ties that bind does! now I know that you have more than enough on your plate fic-wise but a sequel that maybe crossed with ncis – or atlantis(not quite sure how that would fit…) would be beyond awesome!!!

      • OH, could I also know what kind of connection Blair and Kelso have, Keira? Pretty please 🙂 I have to say that I can’t wait to read a sequel to this story, really REALLY liked it. But it’s not even in the WIPS section yet – it probably means that it won’t be posted this year, right? But TTB will be, and the Sentinels, so plenty of awesome reading – weeheeee 😀

  92. So rereading the old stuff, and I have to say that I would love to see Blair and Jim on Atlantis. I think that would just be too cool for words, well unless you were writing them.

    I think I have a crush on your writing.

  93. This was a beautiful and moving fic. I love the strength and power you gave both Blair and Jim. Their bond was fantastic and extremely well written. This fic was a wonderful gift to the Sentinel fandom.

    Thanks
    Calia

  94. wonderful fic (as I said I don’t know the fandom at all) the story was just great

  95. Great job, fantastic story. I heart Chad in this story- I like it when people show that gentle, good people aren’t weak, just not really interested in being warriors. And we need people like that just as much, if not more, than warriors because without them there’s nothing really worth fighting for!

  96. Very, very good story, thoroughly enjoyed it. Loved seeing Blair have the respect he has earned. I really like the trust and respect Jim and Blair have for each other so early in their relationship even though they are so very different. Oh, and the humor you threw in unexpectedly was terrific! ‘Jim I found some baby guides. Can I keep them?”

  97. I cannot tell you how much I absolutely love this story. (This is actually my 4th or 5th time reading this, I just finally decided to stop lurking.) I adore the universe you’ve created, especially the relationships between sentinels and guides, how equal and loving they are. The imprinting and bonding scene was beautiful and hot and very touching. And your Simon is so awesome. He’s such a great character and so often underused or maligned in Sentinel fic. Your OCs are awesome as well. I usually don’t like OCs that feature so prominently in fanfic, but yours are so well drawn that I think I could read fic with just them in it. I really hope you do write a sequel to this, and look forward to learning more about this universe and these characters.

    I was wondering though, you said that biological parents are shielded from a guide’s sexuality, but that an aunt wasn’t a close enough relation to be. What about siblings? It seems like it would be really awkward and perhaps traumatizing if they weren’t.

  98. Wonderful story. I just finished reading it, but I am already thinking about re-reading it. I can’t wait for a sequel. I am curious about a lot of things: what happend with his exwife – that much envy cannot just dissapear like that- and why, if he knew he had those gifts, even latent, how come that he could marry her, how long did they share a relationship till the divorce?; about the Peru experience- they both shared the same Guide? on what level? of course about this Kelso connection too; and if they could, in time, grow even more powerful, I mean how one pair become Alpha for North America? I mean you show that Blair is very, very inteligent, and well, after the last part with Kelso, I wondered…Is Darryl more than Blair? you said Blair is a high six, and the kid a six, but then the lion is more than a wolf, so? a shaman is very rare? etc

    Anyway, I’m sure the next book will clear all this, so, please, hurry up 😉 sorry, I can’t stop myslef for begging for more. It was an amazing reading. Truly.

    Thank you for sharing with us.

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