Life Update & Junk
Reading Time: 1 Minutes Greetings Starfighters! I’ve been hanging out in the background for a while now but I’ve gotten a few messages and I wanted to let you guys know that I’m doing as well as I can. In December, I started a new medication for pain management. It’s been difficult to find something that works for me since I’ve refused narcotics. I don’t want to go down that road and I’ve been iffy on any medication that has been labeled “habit-forming”. But I did finally relent and start taking a medication called Gabapentin on a relatively low dosage. The change has been subtle but I can tell already this is the right choice for me and my circumstances. While I’ve not posted anything in a while and my Rough Trade participation was haphazard at best, I did manage to write a little over 500k last year. I just didn’t finish a single damn thing. Frankly, for someone who is normally quite productive on the writing front–it’s been demoralizing to be stuck in this creative limbo where my ideas seem to fizzle out on me. Or I lose interest in the project about half way through which was always a thing for me but it never happened on every single thing I wrote. The thing is I probably have around 2million words written on unfinished projects over the last fifteen years in fandom alone. Ideas come and go, you know? It’s one reason why I’ve always been leery of…